I am envious of your word count... I'm doing NaNo and I am at 30,000 words, about 8,000 of which are a false start. I started with my main character as a teenager.... Couldn't deal with trying to make up believable, sympathetic teens, so I started over with my main character as a 20 something.

I will not, however, be adding to the slush pile, I just want to make it "good enough" to let family and friends read it.

Writing is hard.